Thank You, Western Hills!

On Giving Tuesday…

I’m not sure exactly of the history behind “Giving Tuesday,” but it’s a great opportunity to remind us all of what an incredible year we’ve had at Western Hills Church.

We wanted to increase our impact on our community, to BE the church, living out the reality of Jesus to every person, in every place, all the time. It’s kinda awesome to look back and see what God did with this.

Because of your generosity this year, we were able to bring Cullen Swearingen on staff full-time to serve as our Student and Serve All Pastor. Through his leadership we expanded our ShareFest sites to include another school (McCarter & Sheldon Elementary). We started a partnership with Antioch Missionary Baptist Church to help Hope Street Academy and McCarter Elementary to provide food, school supplies, clothes, and backpacks to at risk Topeka students and to provide much needed food in order to help Pine Ridge Prep School to open a new community food pantry.

Our ministry to people with special needs expanded as well as our investment to campus ministries on Kansas State University and Washburn University campuses. We deepened our commitment internationally to two “closed” countries as well. We reached over 900 kids through Upward Sports, and this basketball season we are partnering with Northland Christian Church to reach even more.

I haven’t even touched on BackSnacks, Connect Groups, Lead Nights, our growing Student, Pre-teen & Kids’ Ministries, or our continued partnership with Antioch Missionary Baptist Church in our men’s and women’s ministry.

A few years ago I was challenged with this thought… Be the kind of church that even the people who don’t agree with you or believe in Jesus will be moved by how you love the city you are in. That’s living out the reality of Jesus. That’s BEING the church.

Just a couple of reminders… If you want to make a year-end financial gift, all you have to do is:

Give online before midnight on December 31st,

Give via text by texting GIVETOWHC to 73256 (standard text messaging rates apply),

OR Mail a check to us that is postmarked by December 31st.

What an incredible 2019. Aren’t you excited for what’s next?

Living it out,
Grant

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Ask A Direct Question, Get A Direct Answer

“Don’t you have an answer to what these men are testifying against you? …Are you the Messiah, the Son of the Blessed One?” Pharisees to Jesus in Mark 14

I missed this the first hundred times I read it. Just flat out missed it, but there it is – plain as day. And now that I’ve seen it, I see it all over the place.

Jesus is on trial in the middle of the night, and the Pharisees are just bringing false witness after false witness forward. The witnesses can’t keep their lies straight, which isn’t exactly how the Pharisees planned it, but after every false witness they turn to Jesus and ask Him for a response, a rebuttal of some kind.

Jesus just sits there in silence.

Who knows how many hours this goes on, but finally one of the priests loses his mind and asks Jesus the direct question, “Are you the Messiah?”

To this question Jesus answers, “I am.”

A similar scene plays out in front of Pilate next. Witness after witness delivers their created and practiced lies about Jesus. As insults and accusations fly, Jesus sits there and says nothing. I’m sure that some of it is exhaustion. Some of it is that He knows what is coming and has nothing to say at this point.

Then Pilate asks Him a direct question, asks him two actually. “Are you the king of the Jews? Don’t you know I have the power to kill you?”

Now Jesus answers him. “It is as you say. You only have the power my Father has given you.”

So to those who are playing games around Him, He doesn’t answer. Doesn’t mean He doesn’t love them. Doesn’t mean He won’t die for them. He will. It means that while they play this deadly game with deadly consequences, He sits silently.

Then, when He is asked a direct question, He answers. With no pretense or anger. Just truth.

And love.

What am I trying to say? I am trying to point out that we don’t have the language to describe the expanse of God’s grace. That Jesus still seeks and waits on the lost, for those who don’t even believe He is real. And just like on the day He died, He will quickly turn an enemy into a brother. So that’s why He answers when He is spoken to. It’s why He told us to seek and ask and knock.

And why He’ll never just walk away.

Cursing Fig Trees

May no one ever eat fruit from you again. Jesus in Mark 11:14

FULL DISCLOSURE: The English family runs a hospice for plants.

We can’t keep any kind of potted plant alive. Cactuses are nervous in our house. If it wasn’t expressly forbidden in our neighborhood, I’d put a rock yard in. So Jesus cursing a fig tree and it withering the next day? It’s not the most impressive of His miracles. At least, not in my book.

But then again, maybe that wasn’t the point.

Here’s Jesus on His way into Jerusalem for His last Passover on earth, and He picks out this fig tree that wasn’t even in season to produce fruit in the first place. Yes, the fig tree looked like it was in season. It had flowers and little buds, but everyone knew it wasn’t the season for figs. That tree – no matter how it looked – was never going to produce a fig at this time of year.

Yet – Jesus curses it. Why? Did He hate figs?

It was a message. It was an object lesson. It wasn’t about trees. It was about people.

As Jesus dealt with the religious leaders in the Temple all week, He was dealing with fig trees who looked great on the outside but were never going to bear fruit. He was being questioned and ambushed by people who were incredibly moral but spiritually empty, and Jesus wants His disciples to know – that’s not what following Jesus is about.

The Pharisees and Sadducees were intellectually, theologically, and probably even morally superior to every person in the Temple area, save for Jesus. They were seen as the top of the social system. Many people saw them as God’s representatives. The disciples grew up wanting to be like them.

But they were empty. They could not produce in their life what God wanted. What God wanted out them was a life of loving Him and others. A life that flowed out of a relationship with God, not one defined by rules. God wanted to see love, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, faithfulness, joy, goodness, and self-control. But they were never going to produce that kind of life on their own, in their own strength.

For some of them, their own selfish kingdoms of power and influence were more important than following God. For others, they were more concerned about appearing good instead of being good. For all of them, Jesus was a huge obstacle, not the Way, Truth, or Life.

The lesson here is Jesus loves humility, loves brokenness. He hates arrogance and pretentiousness. If we set ourselves up as ‘producing fruit,’ as holier than what we are, as ‘having it together,’ but we don’t…. We’ve set ourselves up for discipline from Jesus. If that goes on as a lifestyle – consider the cursed fig tree.

In a few days, Jesus is going to give these disciples the antidote to the cursed fig tree. He’s going to talk about staying connected to the Vine. He’s going to tell them – apart from Jesus they can do nothing, but connected to Him they can do ALL things.

But standing in front of them, Jesus needed to make sure they recognized what it looked like to NOT be connected to the vine.

Why Jesus Loved the Rich Young Ruler

Looking at him, Jesus loved him… Mark 10:21

I’m changing my mind about the Rich Young Ruler, and it’s pretty much Tim Keller’s fault (pastor and author of many books, two of my favorites being Prodigal God and Jesus The King).

Backstory
In Mark 10, a rich, young ruler approaches Jesus and asks him what he must do to inherit eternal life. He is respectful. He is sincere. He is moral. Jesus informs him that he lacks one thing. If he sells all he owns, gives it to the poor, and then comes and follows Jesus – he will find what he is seeking. The story ends with the young man walking away grieved, because he has many possessions.

For years, I’ve walked away from this story with basically two conclusions:

First, Jesus is not necessarily anti-rich. He’s presenting the rich, young ruler with the one thing that has captured his heart and is his idol. Secondly, the man wasn’t a bad man or even a manipulative one. He genuinely wanted to be a part of what Jesus was doing. He was sincere in his quest.

I think these conclusions are true. I just don’t think that it’s the whole story. And like I said earlier, it’s Tim Keller’s fault. Keller writes this in his book Jesus The King:

So Jesus is saying to the man in this passage, “You have put your faith and trust in your wealth and accomplishments. But the effort is alienating you from God. Right now God is your boss; but God is not your Savior, and here’s how you can see it: I want you to imagine life without money. I want you to imagine all of it gone. No inheritance, no inventory, no servants, no mansions—all of that is gone. All you have is me. Can you live like that?”

Why was this man chasing down Jesus? Why was he so insistent on getting an audience with Jesus? Because by his own admission, his life was not fulfilling. It was successful, and more than likely every single person who knew him would trade places with him. But he knew that it wasn’t enough. It wasn’t enough. He KNEW something was off, incomplete, unfulfilling.

Jesus gives the man a moral checklist to complete the picture for him. Not only was he successful, but he did it the right way. He’s not a cheater or a liar or a thief. He’s not a slimy politician or a greedy tax collector. He’s what every Jew aspired to be. And all of this is good…

But it wasn’t enough. He found no life there. He was gambling that Jesus knew what the answer was. What he couldn’t get his head around is that Jesus IS the answer.

A couple of weeks ago, one of our leaders at church challenged us to imagine Heaven. Then she asked, “Where is Jesus in that picture?” The tension was palatable. She pressed in further by adding if our heaven didn’t have Jesus in it or if He was off to the side, then we probably really didn’t understand Heaven. In fact, it’s probable that we don’t understand Jesus at all.

Keller continues:

Jesus says. I am giving it all away. Why? For you. Now, you give away everything to follow me. If I gave away my “big all” to get to you, can you give your “little all” to follow me? I won’t ask you to do anything I haven’t already done. I’m the ultimate Rich Young Ruler who has given away the ultimate wealth to get you. Now, you need to give away yours to get me.”

That’s the deeper end of the story, isn’t it? Jesus never asks us to do anything He hasn’t already done. Because He IS love.

Whatever it is that is wrapping around our hearts keeping us from fully following Jesus is what Jesus is going to call out of us. Because whatever it is – it pales in comparison to what He has for us – relationship with the Creator being the core of that.

I pray He continues to increase my faith to trust Him. I don’t ever want to walk away from Him grieved. Good news is – neither does He.

The “Crumb” of Jesus’ Word

“Let the children be fed first, because it isn’t right to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs.”
Jesus, Mark 7:27

It’s one of the most bizarre interactions in the Gospel. Jesus is hiding from the crowds and finds himself in the out-of-the-way town of Tyre. His hiding didn’t last very long, as He is interrupted by a Syrophoenician woman.

Here’s what we know about her. She’s a Gentile. She’s a mom. She’s smart. She’s quick-witted. She’s got a heart full of faith. And she’s got a sick daughter, which changes everything.

How she knows about Jesus isn’t clear. It’s possible that the stories of the miracles of Jesus were traveling far and wide. It’s probable she knew the family of the house Jesus was hiding out in.

She’s desperate. Desperate for Jesus to heal her daughter. She has enough faith to seek out Jesus. To interrupt His life. To ask for healing. To not even demand that He go back home with her to do it.

And Jesus’ immediate response seems…rude. Calloused. Racist. ‘Dog’ is what the Jews typically called the Gentiles, and it wasn’t a friendly term. Jesus uses a slightly different word – puppy, but it’s her response that gives us a clue as to what is going on here.

Lord, even the dogs under the table eat the children’s crumbs.

Just give me a crumb, Jesus. Just give me a crumb! That’s all I need right here – a crumb.

What incredible faith! Jesus tells her as much when He tells her the demon has left her daughter. Here’s the kicker – she believes Him. She took His word for it. She had no proof, there was no messenger running up to tell her that her daughter was well. She had no visible confirmation. All she had was the ‘crumb’ of Jesus’ word.

And it was enough.

Here’s what I think. I think Jesus knew exactly the kind of woman she was. I think He saw her as a smart, desperate woman with the capacity for a tenacious faith. I think He saw that not only did she need this kind of verbal sparring/interaction with Him, but also that the disciples needed to see a different, robust faith in someone they thought could not, would not, and should not have it. I think this was the beginning of this small band of disciples seeing her, and people like her, as a person. Not as a Gentile. Or a woman. But a person. Of faith. With faith.

I’m in awe of this woman. We never even get her name, by the way. I’m in awe of her boldness. Her faith. Her tenacity. She was what the disciples ought to have been. They will get there. They will grow into that kind of faith – don’t want to miss that fact. The disciples aren’t where they need to be at this point in the story, but one day they will grow to be bold, tenacious, faithful leaders.

And days like this – where they got to see it in action, helped them to get there.

Hallelujah Night

I’m not a big fan of Halloween.

I don’t like to dress up.
I don’t like to be scared.
I don’t like horror movies.
I don’t like haunted houses.
I don’t like cats, spiders or pumpkins.
I don’t understand why pumpkin spice lattes or pumpkin pies even exist.
And I don’t see the wisdom in walking around in the neighborhood while people dressed up like zombies are roaming the streets.

Not everyone in the English household has agreed with me over the years. Annually, there would be the Halloween Summits – a series of meetings in which Amy, acting as the ambassador for the three kids, would negotiate the terms and conditions of what Halloween activities would be acceptable. Over the years, various concessions were negotiated.

Why am I bringing all of this up?

Because Hallelujah Night would have solved many of our issues! It’s not scary. It’s great for kids. There’s going to be free food. Lots of games. Lots of candy. No zombies.

In all seriousness, this is a great night for Antioch Church and Western Hills to get together. It’s a great picture of churches coming together to be a blessing for our city. So if you’ve got kids and don’t want to freeze to death – show up at the Antioch Life Center!

Just a warning though. There are probably going to be some pumpkins… Can’t win them all.

-Grant

The Mark Challenge, Part 4

The disciples were absolutely terrified. “Who is this man?” they asked each other. “Even the wind and waves obey him!”

Two thoughts about this story…

Thought One:
Notice how similar this story is to Jonah? A storm that makes veteran sailors nervous. The reason/solution to the storm is asleep in the boat. In one story, the main character must die to calm the storm. In the other, the main character will die to calm the ultimate storm. Once the storm is calm, the sailors become even more scared.

Lots of parallels and not sure how to tie it all together, but I’m struck how consistently God chooses to use storms to get our attention. Of course, the problem is you never know exactly what Jesus is going to do in the middle of a storm.

Ultimately, this is our frustration with Jesus. He isn’t predictable. In one storm, he calms it. (Albeit after the sailors go into a complete panic and wake up Jesus, screaming at him – ‘Do you even care if we die???’) In another, he is walking on by with the intent to leave the disciples in the middle of the storm.

In both cases, those in the storm are left more rattled after their encounter with Jesus than they were in the storm. Which says something, doesn’t it? That really cuts to the core of the issue – Does trusting Jesus scare us more than the storm we may find ourselves in?

Here’s some good news – eventually the disciples will ace this test. Every time. They will change the world. They will travel the world. They will be tested in every kind of storm you can imagine, and they will trust Jesus every single time. They will trust Jesus without flinching… eventually.

And that’s encouraging to me, because there are some days when I relate more to these disciples in the boat than the ones post-resurrection. Of course, you know how Jesus transformed these disciples into those leaders?

By putting them in storms.

The Mark Challenge, Part 3

The Lord of the Sabbath

In Mark 2-3, Jesus is confronted by a controversy that we really no longer deal with: the Sabbath and keeping it holy.

In Jesus’ day, they had lists and rules of what you could and could not do, from how far you could walk to what animals you could rescue if they got hurt on the Sabbath. Growing up in the South, I remember we couldn’t go to the movies on Sunday, but we could go out to eat or watch Wonderful World of Disney. We could play in the backyard but couldn’t go over to a friend’s house to swim.

What made one acceptable and the other one not? I have no idea. As a kid, I figured the adults had this elaborate, complicated system all worked out. I figured it had something to do with church and God, but beyond that it appeared to be all haphazard.

Turns out, I wasn’t all that wrong.

The religious people of Jesus’ day had the same issue. And to this, Jesus says something particularly astonishing.

He says ‘I am the Lord of the Sabbath. The Sabbath was made for man, man wasn’t made for the Sabbath.’

Part of Jesus’ answer is easy to understand – Sabbath was made for man. In other words, the day wasn’t created to serve as a way to control over mankind. The day was created to serve mankind, as a day of reconnecting with their Creator. It wasn’t made to add to the lists of do’s and don’ts. It was made to give mankind a pattern, a rhythm of work and rest. It was a gift. Over the years, man has turned it into something else.

I understand that part of Jesus’ answer fairly well. It’s the first part that actually creates a bit of disturbance.

We really need to see the phrase “I am the Lord of the Sabbath” as another one of Jesus’ ‘I am’ statements. I am the bread of life. I am the way, truth, and life. I am the light of the world. I am The Lord of the Sabbath. It’s actually the more bold and more in-your-face of these statements.

What Jesus is saying is – there is NO Sabbath without Him. There is no REST without Jesus.

Think about that for a moment. There’s no peace… no contentment… no rest. Without Jesus.

May we remember these words when we seek rest, peace, and contentment and don’t find it. May it drive us back to the Lord of the Sabbath.

The Mark Challenge, Part 2

Jesus said to them (Peter and Andrew), “Follow me and I will make you fishers of men.” Immediately they left their nets and followed him. Mark 1:17-18

Some scholars believe when Jesus asked Peter and Andrew to follow Him, it wasn’t the first time they had met. With all the crowds following Jesus, along with His teachings and healings putting Him at the center of attention in Capernaum, it is highly likely that Peter and Andrew had some familiarity with Jesus. To which I say – so what? Does it REALLY matter if this was the first interaction or not? Does it make their decision to walk away from their livelihood, their security, and their identity any LESS brave?

It doesn’t.

It’s safe to say that Peter and Andrew didn’t grasp in total what was happening. They probably couldn’t imagine days like feeding the 5,000 or walking on water were in front of them. It’s true they had days where they seriously entertained the idea of going back. But one thing they appeared to believe from the start was this: anywhere with Jesus is better than anywhere else without Him.

So they left their nets.

I wonder if this is at the core of what is seriously wrong with most of what is being called ‘Christianity’ today? How many people REALLY believe that anywhere WITH Jesus is better than anywhere else WITHOUT Him?

That it’s better to be poor WITH Jesus than rich without Him? Or sick with Jesus than well without Him? Or confused? Or alone?

The greatest half-truth people believe about Jesus is that He came to forgive our sin. It’s half-true. It’s half of the puzzle. That’s not all He came to do. He came to change us to look more like Him. He came to change our hearts. He will not just do one without the other. And therein lies the problem…

I want enough Jesus to make me feel better, to take care of my sin. But not enough Jesus that radically changes my life.

That is where the fight for our souls is.

Jesus invites us to follow Him so he can do His FULL work. Forgiveness. Transformation. Whatever it takes. Comfort? Convenience? Temporal happiness? Earthly security? None of these rank particularly high on Jesus’ list. But these are what most often are chosen instead of leaving the nets.

You would think that it would be self-evident that Jesus isn’t into half-measures. He is purposed to do His full work. Because He knows this is what we ultimately need. He knows that only His full work will satisfy that deep longing inside us. He knows and wants only the best for us, the best that we just can’t see or grasp. The work is complete but not instant. And we become partners with Him in this work when we follow. Partners on the way to a new life, new heart, new mind, new purpose….new everything.

That’s the good news of Jesus that requires us leaving our nets. So He gives the invite – come, follow me.

And in light of all of that, why stay at the nets?

Hallelujah Night

This year has been an incredible year of learning and discovery when it comes to the relationship between Western Hills Church and Antioch Church. What started as two pastors who were friends grew into a group of men having breakfast, then two churches going through the same message series, a combined service, adopting some schools together, a school supply drive and continued conversations of how both churches can continue to be voices of unity and reconciliation for our city.

This Halloween is another step in that journey.

Antioch has long been a safe place in the community for parents to bring their kids on Halloween to dress up, get some candy, and have some fun. It’s called “Hallelujah Night,” and it’s a time for incredible fun, games, connection, and candy for the neighborhood. This year, in the spirit of continuing to build a stronger relationship between the two churches, Antioch has invited us to join them for this unique service opportunity.

(And just in case you were wondering, we said yes.)

It’s going to be an incredible event – full of fun and food. That’s what is obvious about the night. What may not be as obvious but is MORE important is this: it’s another opportunity for our city to see the Church the way the Father has intended the world to see the Church from the beginning. Different ages. Different colors. Different backgrounds. United in making a big deal about Jesus.

Here’s how you can be a part of this…

– Sign up to help. Click here to be a part of the team – set up, decorating, serving food, running a game, bringing candy.
– If you can’t physically be there, bring us some candy. This is a great way to help.
– Show up. Bring your family and kids to participate in this experience.
– Pray. For opportunities to reach those who would not normally consider Jesus or the Church.

Looking forward to seeing you there!
-Grant